March, it's been a particularly hard month for many people I know, myself included. From the death of a friend, financial hardship, medical issues, and car accidents.
It's been rough for me. I've cried more this month than I can recall since last year. All the while I've kept it together.
I found out yesterday that an old friend had just checked herself into a mental health facility. New Baby and severe depression. It was a bit of a shock. She always seemed so happy, so together, but come to find out she's been suffering for quite some time and the postpartum was to much.
If I didn't have the support of my husband and friends I could very well see myself in her shoes. I've considered it before but it was never fiscally available.
I still get the flight feelings, where I want to drop everything and run, start anew where no one knows me, but Jorge and Sal, my friends, keep me here.
And thus I move forward, keeping my head up high.
It'll get better.